Its great to be home - but this weather has me climbing the walls!! Its been a good week though and its gone fast! Wednesday was fun for me and the boys - Amanda came over with baby Dylan on wed. morning and it was good to catch up with her since she has been busy with the baby and the clouds are finally starting to lift - hence, her coming to visit. That afternoon, Christie and Julianna came over and we all went to the beach - where we learned first hand how a life jacket works when Isaac waded right in and the life jacket started to make him float when he got in too far - yup, his head stayed up. But today was a nice stay-at-home day and we puddle jumped, watched movies, hung out...chris and isaac went to chemainus to get the camp boat and Ami and I went to Aroma's for dinner (with Elliot) before the torrential downpour run to the grocery store across the street - wrapped elliot in a garbage bag to keep him dry - that was funny in itself! I haven't seen rain like that since cancun!
But Camp starts tommorow and the making of a camp widow is underway - i have already started the process of feeling like i am in the backseat when it comes to chris and his life and the demands of camp and i have to say, i am not feeling as supportive as i normally do - maybe the addition of the second baby since i was mad last summer too. It's not mad, per se, its a sort of pouting, havne't resigned to the loss yet. He leaves in the morning, wolfs food at 12:30 before he is back out and then home at 5ish and often back out soon after the kids are in bed - and camp hasn't even started! So, i am struggling with feeling supportive right now. He is not my favorite person right now, and he sees that and says he is also just coping and trying to survive all the demands. i know he'd rather be home with us, but i am still fighing the fact that i am about to lose him for the next few months....yes, we will get meals as i hate to cook these days - i actually loath the process (hence me getting up with isaac in the middle of the night to give him yogurt because he didn't eat enough during the day). So -there - we are all caught up now - i should get back to bed before i am called out again to feed someone!
