Friday, September 16, 2011

You've had a good run Sharon.

That is what my lovely husband says to me as i walked away sobbing over the loss of my sidekick of 5 years this morning to kindergarten.

Elliot cried as i dropped him off this morning.....i think it may have been for show because i checked back in on him a few times through the morning, and he was fine.  But the damage was done.....that first domino got knocked over and from that point on, i have been a mess. 

I miss him.  I love him.  And I am so sad. 

I have lost something that went by too quick....and that was time with him.

Transitions are hard....aren't they?  I always knew it was harder for the person left behind than the person heading away for an adventure......and that's where I am at.....left behind, watching him move forward.